12:01 PM
so things are way fucked again.
i guess may was our month.
and it was over so fast.
here come the lies again,
and the pain,
and the hate.
he's leaving soon;
we're running out of tomorrows.
we aren't making the most of it.
and im not sure if i care anymore.
i'm kind of looking forward to it.
just so all the drama will go away.
a thousand miles away.
"out of sight, out of mind--
yeah right."
this is gunna be a shitty summer.
as least i'll have a job to take up some of my time.
i can't wait to meet someone new.
4:57 PM
i don't use this blog often enough...people need to grow the fuck up.
SRSLY!
fucking get over yourself and stop acting like a fucking child.
giving me the finger...
and saying you're going to "kick my ass."
haha i'd like to see your try.
you're so cool...
you dropped out of fucking college and live in the fucking ghetto with no job and nothing to do all day.
except for sit on your disgusting ass at a house where no one even wants you.
and coming to a fucking high school every day,
in the front of everything so everyone has to see you and your shitty car.
fuck you bitch you're such a fucking loser.
go die for all i care.
10:00 PM
seriously.everything.everyone.it's all so fucking predictable.people's actions.people's reactions.what they say and what they do.i'm guilty of it too.i know.i guess everyone is guilty of it.but my friends especially.i'm not sure if it's a bad thing or not.though.i guess it all depends.on the person.and the situation.i really don't know what got me thinking.about this.but it kind of gets me angry.i donno.maybe i'm just crazy.don't really know what i'm talking about.ooohk, i'm done.for now.later.no one.
11:06 PM
ok so this is the first entry on here. i really don't know what i'm going to talk about right now. i'm feeling kind of shitty, and i really do not know why. i kind of feel like dying. i've felt like this for a few months now. it really sucks and i really have nothing to be sad about. i guess i just make things out worse than they really are. make too much of a big deal out of little things that probably mean nothing to everyone else. i remember crap so insignificant, so small... stuff that no one else would ever remember. very stupid things. "and i bet you don't remember half the things i could never forget." yeah i read that quote somewhere a while ago. i like it. pretty much describes me... so i'm pretty sure i'm just ramballing now. and making no sense.
i guess i'll talk about why i created this. i have other blogs. bloopdiary and xanga and sometimes myspace. but i saw a link to blogger on the fueled by ramen journals and i thought that i'd try it out. i don't know much about it.
ummm... it's after 2 am and just about everyone has gone to bed. i don't think i'd be able to sleep. not very tired. and i slept until 1:30 today. and i can't stop my mind from thinking about like ten things at once. so i really do not think that i could sleep right now... plus i just had an iced cap a few hours ago.
ooohk, this is really pointless. i just needed something to do. somewhere to write. somewhere other than my book i use to write my thoughts down in. this is much neater anyway.
i guess that's it. i'll try to update this thing regularly. donno how well that will go.
12:01 PM
so things are way fucked again.
i guess may was our month.
and it was over so fast.
here come the lies again,
and the pain,
and the hate.
he's leaving soon;
we're running out of tomorrows.
we aren't making the most of it.
and im not sure if i care anymore.
i'm kind of looking forward to it.
just so all the drama will go away.
a thousand miles away.
"out of sight, out of mind--
yeah right."
this is gunna be a shitty summer.
as least i'll have a job to take up some of my time.
i can't wait to meet someone new.
4:57 PM
i don't use this blog often enough...people need to grow the fuck up.
SRSLY!
fucking get over yourself and stop acting like a fucking child.
giving me the finger...
and saying you're going to "kick my ass."
haha i'd like to see your try.
you're so cool...
you dropped out of fucking college and live in the fucking ghetto with no job and nothing to do all day.
except for sit on your disgusting ass at a house where no one even wants you.
and coming to a fucking high school every day,
in the front of everything so everyone has to see you and your shitty car.
fuck you bitch you're such a fucking loser.
go die for all i care.
10:00 PM
seriously.everything.everyone.it's all so fucking predictable.people's actions.people's reactions.what they say and what they do.i'm guilty of it too.i know.i guess everyone is guilty of it.but my friends especially.i'm not sure if it's a bad thing or not.though.i guess it all depends.on the person.and the situation.i really don't know what got me thinking.about this.but it kind of gets me angry.i donno.maybe i'm just crazy.don't really know what i'm talking about.ooohk, i'm done.for now.later.no one.
11:06 PM
ok so this is the first entry on here. i really don't know what i'm going to talk about right now. i'm feeling kind of shitty, and i really do not know why. i kind of feel like dying. i've felt like this for a few months now. it really sucks and i really have nothing to be sad about. i guess i just make things out worse than they really are. make too much of a big deal out of little things that probably mean nothing to everyone else. i remember crap so insignificant, so small... stuff that no one else would ever remember. very stupid things. "and i bet you don't remember half the things i could never forget." yeah i read that quote somewhere a while ago. i like it. pretty much describes me... so i'm pretty sure i'm just ramballing now. and making no sense.
i guess i'll talk about why i created this. i have other blogs. bloopdiary and xanga and sometimes myspace. but i saw a link to blogger on the fueled by ramen journals and i thought that i'd try it out. i don't know much about it.
ummm... it's after 2 am and just about everyone has gone to bed. i don't think i'd be able to sleep. not very tired. and i slept until 1:30 today. and i can't stop my mind from thinking about like ten things at once. so i really do not think that i could sleep right now... plus i just had an iced cap a few hours ago.
ooohk, this is really pointless. i just needed something to do. somewhere to write. somewhere other than my book i use to write my thoughts down in. this is much neater anyway.
i guess that's it. i'll try to update this thing regularly. donno how well that will go.
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